December 30
so dead inside world luks like a graveyard to me....as i fall deeper in my grave of feelings tears increase itz speed...lite cant find my place....why is it that evrytime u say dose words to me i jus drives me 2 da edge of the cliff....i cant see that hand to help me from fallin...bring me to life coz i jus cant hang on to time nemore.my eyes are closing coz itz tired to see how it cud be....
to be continued.....
days of my life closing in on me.is it me or my heart playing games with me.hard are those dayz slowly cuts me open in da darkness of the nite.blinding myself from wot is called reality,that tear is to precious to let go yet i face my life in the burning sun.try spreading a smile on many faces though they are for mere seconds yet i feel i was beatin in their hearts for that very second.everyday i wake up thinkin one more day has passed by and life is slowly drivin me 2 deaths road.....it saddenz me at times but the sight of me being with my family,my frends,that special person i feel my life is complete that empty space is filled my journey is complete,my heartbeats have found its places....i have found my mirrors(those are the eyes of my parents,frends,special one who describe me)....today i stand with my eyes closed coz i dont want this dream to end....i dont want this chain 2 break...coz if it ends my heart will lose it beats....it will ly there silent,feelingless...that very tear of a heart broken will fall and rest on the bed of my heart and as time passes by my tears will freeze making me a stone hearted waiting for that very day the heavens call and my heart breaks into small pieces in the hands of god...the day i will silently rest in his arms.....the day i will be remembered as a fading memory an empty cloud....as once upon a time......:'(
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